Obsessions

i think people can get obsessed with all sorts of things very easily?



i mean some are obsessed with facebook, texting, boys, reading, a subject, telly, blogger ;) anything really.



i often wonder what is it in the brain that makes you so addicted to something that you physically cant seem to stop? and with obsessions its like a relationship in many ways - its all about this one obsession for so long and then BAM you forget that obsession for quite some time and move onto something else.



Perhaps its when the mind gets bored and you do something that stops this bordom and then it cant seem to stop? due to fear of bordom once again? i know everyones obsessed with something i mean you my dear followers i can name your obsessions.



Jenny - Muse

Emma - Harry Potter and Science

Laura - your obsessed with a few things - Jane,facebook, msn, music

Becky - artwork and those cute little cartoon thingys

anna - God

Melissa - Blogger

Me - texting

so my point is everyone is obsessed with something and this obsessive behaviour can bring out scary points to everyones personalities and i think obsessions are weird things they kind of intrigue me as to what triggers our mind to becoming obsessed? is it that we are drawn toward said thing? is it more detailed then that. i guess this is one of those questions we will never truly know and never truly answer - it gets you thinking though :)

The dentist O_O

Well. atm i am dying due to illness and my tooth
its infected which sucks -.-
and they kinda drowned me in dental mouthwasshyyy stuff
and now i feel like a walking talking dental practition.
:(
bad times for me
i dislike this
and i am dying
so just know that i love you all muchly
byeeeee for now...

Vampirism

well i've had some extremley depressing posts, lets cheer it up so i dont look emoish O_O well basically me and scott are done. finished. over. so i'm gunna move on and be happpy and find someone better, whats the point in living in the past?

Right so today i was sedated because i'm a wimp at the dentist so here is my story - the title ties in with my story (A)

I Got in to the dentist place and this old guy (he looked like watari) and this other dude were prodding me with needles - first off they couldnt find my vein. and so they decided to inject me twice O_O. And i kept swearing at them i was like jesus christ, oh shit, fuck, imaa punch them etccc they didnt like me much i think they were happy when i was out of it xD so i had my filling and tooth taken out and i woke up and i SWEAR this woman called me lucy >_> but it turns out i was confused from the drugs. and also i kept asking my mum the same questions again. i'm surprised she didnt hit me. then i fell asleep and woke up with blood all on my pillow and round my mouth = vampire. and i've been tasting blood and only blood for the last eight hours. Oh and i had a fit when i got injected O_O. and now my arm keeps twitching so now i feel like a vampire. NOMNOM Bloodd.
ALSO
As i havent blogged in a while.

i got a B IN MY REAL ENGLISH
AND A C IN MY MATHS
I Never have to do maths EVER agaain

*happy dance*

Mockksss.

Welll mocks suck snm. i have failed them all. i flopped on my desk in the maths answered too many questions in the re failed my german, ima flop again in my maths and probably draw more random stuff annd science is really hard apparently, german again imaa fail, music just snm. annd history i'll d something stupid. so i will fail. i mean in my maths i drew a cheshire cat and wrote no i give up as my answer. it made my life. i dislike mocks i dont see the point. they are stupid. i'd rather just smash the real ones first time. i work better that way mocks suck. and well you all know that scotts a twat and thats over and now i'm with joe whos quite scrummy. and yeah thats it really. 18 sleeps till christmas ;D i've brought nothing or done nothing and i dont even know if i have any money. screwinnnngg... ;D meh i'll get around to it. i should probably do my science cw at some point also. but meh :D
much love for you all xxxxxxxxxxxxx

HAI HO :D

Seeing as my last blog was severly depressing lets lighten up ;D!! Well my life is pretty damn good atmm things with scott are good one *BEAMINGHAPPYFACE* I have had real gcse's this week O_O English craft of the writer, maths non calc. and then tomorrow i have the unseen media anndd friday calc paper wish me luck! imaa need it D: !! i really dont wanna have to do them again that would suck bad. D: bad times. and i really have so much work atm its not even cool cheers manshead. and has anyone else half frozen to death due to freezing weather? its not coool for people who feel the cold like myself. its only november the weathers a bitch. and immaa celeb on SUNDAAAAAAY i'm excited! anywwaaaaay i'm really excited for the new harry potter :D
bye for now
much love :D xxx

Blood Brothers &Birthdaaay :D

Well this is gunna be a long one :) prepare yourself guys! Well on the 7th i went to see Blood brothers at the phoenix it was bloody amazing! i had three lessons that day and then i went on the coach to LONDON Twas amazing! i sat next to becca newton she was kinda quiet i thought she might of been upset about something but y'know. So we were travelling along and then we had to be in the theatre at like 3 but there was so much traffic we were gunna be late it was like SCREWWIINNGG So all sixty of us had to run outta the coach in the space of like 3 minutes :L it was like a mega adventure xD and we got there dead on 3 we just needed james bond theme music to play you know xD?! and then we watched the play! teh whole thing was amazing! then i cried alot xD then we went home! and i could not sleep that night due to the excitement of my BIRTHDAY! hehe :D i got 3 hours sleep that night xD i woke up the next day and opened my presents :) i got the last harry potter, angels and demons lotsaa choclate some clothes including a muse t-shirt which i LOVE a fb addict mug :P a lovely necklace. its beautiful! from ali xD tbh i dont know how scott will top it xD i'm really nervous as to what scott got me O_O! so i went into school and had a hilarious history lesson with jen when my history teacher wrote on my work that i need to pee on my questions to gain higher levels. then i turned 16 in detention! thanks hooper xD and it was just an amazing time! that evening i went up to kingsbury with ty and kev and some randoms! and we played football i failed dramatically xD FML? Anywaay so yeah kevin wrote me a really sweet card it was like ps. thankyou for being an amazing bestie! i was like n'awwwwh (L)>

Hmm...

Well hey there! long time no blog i believe :D well if you didnt know, things with scott had gone kinda rocky? and it was making me really upset. But now things are really good again. I'm really bored atm i could actually kill myself because i'm being made to do a past paper and a maths cd and the glunk has given me so much homework i'm like drowning in it. i mean i have exams - REAAAAAL exams coming up in a little over a month? i don't see the point in homework its stupid. i hate it. i dont learn anything anyway i cbf and i'm always texting so STFU stupid teachers -.- and i mean teachers dont help your confidence very much do they? i mean i've been told on various occasions that i'm going to fail. thats really gunna make me do well isnt it? if someone tells me that the lack of self belief makes me fail. i need reassurance in everything in life? so why put me down. Ugh. anywaay and just to top things off green day are winning by almost a hunred D: so can you guys invite whoever you can? please for me x_X?! Well on a lighter note its my birthday in 6 days ^.^ i cant wait i'm so excited i cant sleep i'm buzzing too much xD i'm suchhaa little kid at heart! i cant wait for teh sleepover its gunna be epic you can all come right? i'm so excited by the time my birthday comes around imaa look like a zombie and be like blerggy blergh bergh and a face like O_o hallo. look forward to that on friday jen and emma ;) well thats all for now. wish me luck with the homework D: but overall i'm in a fantabulous moood :D blog ya later ;)
whilst writing this i was listening too JLS - Only making love (L)