Meh.

Well hello there :)
I Feel a bit meh. scotts gone camping and i really really really really really really miss him so much. and i keep having nightmares about loosing him they are quite disturbing i had another one last night ;O disturbed. I Hope i never do loose him tbh. being in love i mean its just well perfect. i mean everything about him. Thats why i'm so scared of loosing him. i dont want anything to change ever. Not his feelings not mine i want us to be together forever. Yes i know thats a huge leap and i shouldnt think that far. BUt i cant help it its my dream. So most of you have met scott how long to you truthfully think we will last? But for now i'm just enjoying being with him. and i do hope it lasts forever tbh. its what i dream of. But y'know we'll see i s'pose. god. i love him i just needed a rant sorry guys. i miss him so so muuch but hes back tomorrow :D annas coming round later so i expect that'll be a good'en i'll be shattered but y'know s'all good. i really dont wanna go back to school y'know xD? well imaa going to my nans today :/ dont wanna go D: kinda sucks. GAH I just want my scotticus. anyway on the plus side muse 13 days :D i ordered a muse hoodie :D its so COOL >.< Anyway byeeeeeeeeeeee hope i cheer up soon xD

I'm alive ^.^

Hello there! i havent blogged in like 3 weeks xD?? so i thought maybe i should? so you guys dont think i've died or anything? you cant celebrate just yet! well yeah portugal was good like so so sunny and there was this random waitor guy who kept winking at me he was quite fit tbh. i was like wink all you like ;) anyway so yeah totally starting to look slightly asian xD? so y'know! its all good! Bath was suprisingly good actually although i was ATTACKED by little kids. jen i was STALKED by chloe and annie xD! BTW did you guys get your postcards? i hope so :) i brought you all a little something its not much but its something :) an did you know its 18 days till muse :D i'm realy getting excited now. i didnt get my results today i was like yeahh kinda cbaa? but i wish i had!? i am actually crapping myself i'm gunna do so SHIT compared to you guys anyway! coz your all like braniacs?! i'll let you know asap i'm crapping myself so bad xD i'm so nervous i've failed. i mean its me :/ totally failed anywaay i'll keep you posted bye for noww
lotsaa love
Louu xxx