Sunday, 29 August 2010

Meh.

Well hello there :)
I Feel a bit meh. scotts gone camping and i really really really really really really miss him so much. and i keep having nightmares about loosing him they are quite disturbing i had another one last night ;O disturbed. I Hope i never do loose him tbh. being in love i mean its just well perfect. i mean everything about him. Thats why i'm so scared of loosing him. i dont want anything to change ever. Not his feelings not mine i want us to be together forever. Yes i know thats a huge leap and i shouldnt think that far. BUt i cant help it its my dream. So most of you have met scott how long to you truthfully think we will last? But for now i'm just enjoying being with him. and i do hope it lasts forever tbh. its what i dream of. But y'know we'll see i s'pose. god. i love him i just needed a rant sorry guys. i miss him so so muuch but hes back tomorrow :D annas coming round later so i expect that'll be a good'en i'll be shattered but y'know s'all good. i really dont wanna go back to school y'know xD? well imaa going to my nans today :/ dont wanna go D: kinda sucks. GAH I just want my scotticus. anyway on the plus side muse 13 days :D i ordered a muse hoodie :D its so COOL >.< Anyway byeeeeeeeeeeee hope i cheer up soon xD

2 comments:

  1. I also am feeling a bit meh.
    As for the rest, I can't empathisexD

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  2. ahhh you will my dearr xD ^^ You'll find your edward cullen one day *hides* dont kill me xD
    i feel a lot better now :3 are you feeling better? i hope so :) always here if you need me ^.^

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