Mothers Day :D

I've been thinking and really my mum is the only "parent" i have, i dont have a dad i dont know him i never see im he doesnt care believe it or not in my entire life hes never said he loves me, But well i guess thats where y insecurities come from with men. I Never ever think i'm good enough because my dad never said he loves me which means he probably doesnt i dont blame him i'm just the retard in the corner. But you know its just suddenly hit me that eventhough hes still around he doesnt love me or care and e never has but thats my life. Most dads help their daughters out not mine. so thats why mothers day means so much to me because my mum tells me she loves me and i rely on her for everything shes one in a million and i love her too pieces and this is why i get so angry if anyone says anyting against my little family because its the only people who havent got sick of me yet. I apologise for the depressingness of this blog i just feel emotional today. i wrote my mum this letter and she cried reading it. me and my mum havent had a row in 16 years i think thats pretty good. I look up to my mum shes simply amazing words can describe her and so so strong and beautiful and i love my mummy. And i hope you all had a good day, and bring on fathers day i guess (L)