when one door closes another door opens...

So hey there fellow bloggers, i havent blogged in what seems like forever :3 i blame that on my sisters crappy laptop. Anyway about a month or so ago i got with my best friend, kevin cook. Its funny how things happen really, i was convinced after scott that it was the end, i would never find anyone else. I even blamed myself, i believed it was my negative thinking that drove him away (this was probably the case) But anyway, i found kev. Its funny though when we talk i realise now what was right in front of me all along. I think of how i used to feel when kev used to talk to me, or hug me or whatever. And now i realise i loved him, always have always will. Words cannot describe how much i love kev, i mean seriously i smile just thinking or talking about him. He means everything to me, its like the perfect relationship you know? I mean none of this trials and turbulances that i had with scott just a smooth ride, which in all honesty i never want to get off. I know a few people complained about my previous blogs, whining over the loss of scott well i'm certainly not whining anymore. Kev is my best friend, my lover, my world. Hes perfect in my eyes, from his adorable brown eyes, to his tight warm hugs, to his sense of humour. He really is amazing, and i love all the memories we share, we laugh, we cry, we cuddle, we bully. We have everything in our relationship he is my entire world and i guess you all know by now i really freaking adore kevin. I mean its funny how our first kiss was a dare right? But then it was like lightning bolts/fireworks/butterflies and flutterbies. We couldnt control ourselves and we just freely kissed repeatedly. I'm sure you dont want fully fledged details but it was amazing, its one of those nights for the history books. So i realised that well, when you think you've hit rock bottom it can only get better, never give up. You are in it to win it. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and when you find your one, your only it will hit you - hard. You will know about it, true love is when they feel the same no stress, just happiness and love. Thats what love is, never give up. You will find your prince charming in the end, just gotta kiss a fair few frogs first ;3

Kevin John Cook 14/08/11

i love you to pieces

i love you millions

i love you so much

i love you forever and always, and my oh my i'm glad you came and i will not be forgetting you anytime soon, and thats a promise (L) My love forever and a day - always.