Prom Night!

Prom was such a good night :) i spent all day getting ready, and trying to transform myself into a princess for the night, it felt so strange wearing a dress instead of my usual hoodies ;D i had a truly brilliant night. My favourite part of prom had to be when people first see you and you can see their whole expression is "wow" its the best feeling ever, you like beam from the inside and out.

I am a girly girl at heart i'm a bit of everything me. But prom made me feel special and pretty and well beautiful, the amount of compliments i got was insane and i love compliments :D Prom was intresting, we had a barbeque, took a lot of pictures, danced the night away, got a photo shoot style photos and i even managed to almost strip to everyone by rocking out to basshunter too hard! it could only be me :3

But yeah it was awesome, heres some prom pictures - i wanted to look my best and i think i looked pretty damn hot if i dont say so myself so enjoy bloggerinos (L)

Prom.

Prom. one of the most stressful situations in a girls life, seriously theres so much you have to get done, the guys really do have it easy!

I mean lets think about what us girls have arrange and get sorted :

1. Transport

2. Makeup

3. Nails

4. Hair

5. Dress

6.Shoes

7. Money

8. Purse

9. Bag

10. Jacket

and thats just at the top of my head, i mean i'm not one of those sterotypical girls who wants to be "prom queen" or anything like that, thats far too cliche for me.

I mean, the normal imagery of the kind of person whos nominated for prom queen is Stuck up, Snobby, Rude, Ignorant and stupid.

I find prom really stressful to be honest! far more stressful then my gcses, because sure i dont wanna be the best loooking there, but i dont wanna look like an idiot either and i feel that for the typical teenage girl prom is something they have always been looking forward too like a wedding. However i also feel that proms become really americanized i dont like that its become american orienated.

I Hate americans D:

so yeah, prom = stress.

i hope i look alright on the night :')

heres me in my dress

i hope it all pans out

Love you fellow bloggerinos :D

Sixth Form Induction!

So i've said this many a time that i will write a daily blog :3 but yeah i'm pretty determined :D

Today was my sixth form induction, and surprisingly for a day of school it was pretty fun :D the options i've decided to take are History, Sociology, Drama And Re.
so we arrived there this morning and we had a brief assembly on the basic rules of sixth form, truthfully i wasnt listening because i was on my phone :P

We got taken to look out our class lists and our lessons for that day, i was pretty pleased with mine :)
Lesson One History With Rebecca Daniels And Charlotte Horn :D
Lesson two sociology with Rebecca Daniels And Rebecca Newton
Lesson Three Drama with Chloe Radford
Lesson Four Re with nathan bennet ;D

Turns out my bottom two lessons every lesson will be at queensbury so i guess i'll be hopping on the bus a lot and i should be in laura skeltons class for RE and Scotts... O_O class for drama that could be quite intresting.

All and all throughout my day it was intresting i worked hard, it was quite draining but i felt like i'd achieved something at the end of the day and i really hope to pull i together this time and do well in my A Levels instead of dosing about i've done enough of that for sixteen years, but i really cant wait till september i reallly think sixth form is the way forward for me :)
so i'm pretty focused on my education at the moment lets see how long this lasts before Louu slips back into her old ways...

Summer begins here!

WOO! The 28th June 2011, the day i have been waiting for, for SO long. I had my last exam today - finally :) i'm just so glad its summer, i really need this long break a lot has happened and i could do with a little relaxation time :)

I mean so far summer hasnt gone to plan, its raining all the time i swear its meant to be june?! someone i love very much, isnt with me relationship wise anymore, and i dont reckon he loves me like i do anymore (L) Theres been a lot of family stuff going on too :D so this break is well needed :')

In total i've had a lot of exams, i've had Music, Re, English Lit, Science, History, Science, History Re, German...i think thats it ._. but yeah this break is very much needed so i can relax until August 25th Results day. That'll be one hell of a scary day seriously.

Things in my life arent great at the moment, but i do hope they will get better in time and i have my friends to bring me through it, maybe me and scott will get back together but who knows - i guess we'll have to see what the future has in store, but for now i will admit i miss him, but i cant do anything about it so for now i'm going with the flow and basically

Roll on Summer 2011 (L)

Beauty.

Beauties a strange thing. I personally think everyone is beautiful in their own way, i dont believe anyone is ugly - what is beauty? isnt physique or persona? i personally think it depends on the individual :) but Laura skelton tagged me to write about personally views of myself so here goes :)

Imperfections...
1. I dont like my nose, its kind of a funny square shape and its really square i feel like i have a male nose, it kind of ruins my face i swear D:

2. My weight, i wish i was slimmer, but i love food i want to be slimmer because it would give me more confidence and make me a happier person, i'm determined to lose weight this summer though :D

3. My Eyelashes, they are stupidly short i wish they were a lot longer, i have literally naked eyes so i cover them in mascara but it would be so much easier if i just had relatively noticable eyelashes like my sister! so jealous of her tbh :)

Things i like....
1. My burns, funnily enough most people would think i would hate them? But they are my personally marking which makes me, me. I wouldnt change them for the world people often stare at me when my neck is on show but idc, because it makes me stand out from the crowd and different from anyone else and i wouldnt change it for the whole wide world :)

2. My eyes, they are a really sparkly blue and they kind of glisten in the sunlight i really like them and often you'll catch me staring at the colour in the mirror because they remind me of a whirlpool or something :D

3. My clevage, in a none slaggy way. Because i'm not ridiculously big but not small either, i like it because then i know a guy wont just get with me because of my clevage because its not overly big or small, so it helps me to trust guys more if you get me? that sounds weird...

Most of these things i've picked are purely physical beings, i feel that our generation should focus more on whats inside because thats just as important as the outside! i love my personality, i think i'm a comical god :D i may be vain but so what, personality counts just as much as physique but i feel that gets forgotten in this day and age.

Fat, Thin, Tall, Small, God loves us all (L)! we are all beautiful in our own right, be it personality or physique, and we cant expect to be loved if we dont love ourselves - confidence is key to the secrets of life and it always will be :)

Mothers Day :D

I've been thinking and really my mum is the only "parent" i have, i dont have a dad i dont know him i never see im he doesnt care believe it or not in my entire life hes never said he loves me, But well i guess thats where y insecurities come from with men. I Never ever think i'm good enough because my dad never said he loves me which means he probably doesnt i dont blame him i'm just the retard in the corner. But you know its just suddenly hit me that eventhough hes still around he doesnt love me or care and e never has but thats my life. Most dads help their daughters out not mine. so thats why mothers day means so much to me because my mum tells me she loves me and i rely on her for everything shes one in a million and i love her too pieces and this is why i get so angry if anyone says anyting against my little family because its the only people who havent got sick of me yet. I apologise for the depressingness of this blog i just feel emotional today. i wrote my mum this letter and she cried reading it. me and my mum havent had a row in 16 years i think thats pretty good. I look up to my mum shes simply amazing words can describe her and so so strong and beautiful and i love my mummy. And i hope you all had a good day, and bring on fathers day i guess (L)

Lent

So i am a committed christian and every year i've given something up, normally i cheat the system by chosing something i could easily live without, like chocolate, homework or waking up early all of these things i could give up anytime i wanted.

So this year i decided to try something different, everyone knows that if you looked up "Louu White" in the dictionary the definition would be world renowned textaholic,chatterbox and a flirt. Its just common knowledge so this year i've decided to give up my one love - TEXTING

Let me tell you this is one of the hardest things i've had to experience in my life its been 3 days and i'm dying i just want to send one text but i am determined not to cave in, and i've realised that since i've stopped texting i have mre time for my friends and my school work which i guess is a bonus but it doesnt stop me craving my beloved phone.

The only thing that is keeping me going is that i've been looking around on the internet and there is a glitch in the whole lent system sundays are seen as mini celebrations leading up to when he rose again so on sundays i can text and i'm really excited about it.

There are 3 main reasons why i am determined not to cave in and just text.
1. Everyone thinks i cant do it - trust me i'm strongwilled
2. i would feel like a failure if i caved in
3. Jesus lived without food and water for 40 days and nights so i can do the same i know i can.

Its funny how much you love something but i am willing to give this up for god i can do this and with the help of god i will.

eventhough Louu White Is Losing Sanity And Is Dying Inside. x_X