Working Hard

Why bother trying when you just get down graded?

I'm gunna be honest, anyone who knows me knows i dont really tend to work in school, as much as i should. But the thing is i really took a liking to our english coursework subject - love. I really tried so hard, i wrote solidly for two hours.

and all that came oiut of it was that i have to re write the whole thing and change the whole course of it because i got too involved, passionate and opinated about the capability about men and how they love. I dont know if you agree but in my experience the majority of men are after one thing and one thing only? i made this point in my essay and apparently it was like i was saying i hated men? and that they arent capable of loving? Which is ridiculous, i never made that point. Or maybe its just me.

I'm a passionate and opinaiated person thats who i am thats why i struggle with coursework i find it ver difficult to not get involved in the arguement.

I admit i have flaws and not taking criticism well is one of them but what irritated me is that she didnt point out what i did well? simply what i failed at. The same occured in german they always seem to focus on how we can IMPROVE not what we did well.

and for me to try it takes a lot, and then when i get this kind of feedback i start to feel like a big fail and like what even was the point in my making an effort? it didnt work - i still failed and it gets me down.

I really think in the future i should get into a career to do with arguing and backing up something? Perhaps womens rights, i'm always very passionate about tthat :') Perhaps its my calling? i dont know. It just annoys me when people purely criticise and dont praise.